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‘‘because you live, i live’’
Prologue
the girl next door


There is more to me than just reading my e-journal. I like sleeping on cold nights, getting drenched on rainy days and watching sun sets. I'm a dreamer who likes to dream of everything and anything. I'm a first aider, not a plaster supplier. I'm part of zone 5 and proud to be in it. Photography-addict is who i am. Studying ain't my love, teachers are freaks to me. Missing NDP09 and my happy days. Life isn't as simple as you thought. Add me at facebook if you want.
footprints left since 20 NOV 09 ♥



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I HATE MYSELF!!
Saturday, March 22, 2008

i am hopeless ppl
really really hopeless
give up hope on me k
i beg uu
plsssss

i really really really hate first aid and home nursing
and i m very angry and disappointed wif myself
ESP first aid
i really really hate it la
really dno wat to do on the spot
even though i rmb the procedures
lyk go there then my mind become blank la
is really hopeless la
no matter how much i rmb
still useless cause i cnt rmb on the spot
or
i dno how to use it
body checking=asking the sir or ma'am ques
is lyk i cnt speak fluently lor
no sense of emergency
i cnt help it la
i will lyk the word stuck in my throat
even got problem i oso dno wat to do
even a cut oso dno wat to do
i hate myself for being so useless
freak
home nursing even worst
both huili and i lyk got nothing to talk lor
all the impt thing all sheryl and joping say
cause simply we dno wat to say
and we dno wat to do
i hate it sia

y cnt all footdrill?
last yr i joined sj because i wan learn first aid
now
i hate first aid
and
i love footdrill
y?
i oso dno
forget it
chiong first aid and home nursing ba
BUT
sure gonna lose in fac lor
SUREEEEEEEEEEEEE

nothing else
wan to chiong debatingm fnn[ESP] n first aid
bb=b


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