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second post todae
hahas
so boring
stay at the hospital for more than 4hr
diao
sit until my bottom pain man
sigh

doin chi hw
so many things man
sigh
i hate school
shld b time to change the blog url
shld b www.watthefuck.blogspot.com
or mayb
www.fuckoff.blogspot.com
hahas
and btw
dotn link it
jkjk

nothing else
juz wasting the posting here
hahas

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hav a meeting yesterday
hahas
do the table label and the fashion parade
and heard from mdm
first day duty officer is
SIR BENJAMIN
omg!!!!!!!!!!
first day so wat
and got uniform check in the morning
sigh
he is the discipline officer
yet his hair can be soooooooooooo spiky
where got such things one
so wat he is the discipline officer
sigh
nxt time must b officer too
then cn torture the junior
hahas

yesterday meeting
so diao la
1.56pm sharp i reach bishan
at abt 2pm they sms me whether i reach anot
i thought they saw me man
so diao la
then we walking to bishan library
i juz walk further from then
they i go missing
so diao la
walau
i soooooooooo transparent r
i got follow
juz tat i dont wan to walk so close to them
sigh
u cn say i very cold
very quiet
ya
i very cold to them
very quiet too
not tat i m not friendly
juz tat
they alrdy hav their friends
how u wan me to join them
when i dont noe anything to talk abt
i hate it
cause i felt betray in tat grp
cause got a gal say will go on with the course
she say she will not quit
pomise alrdy
then now
she quit juz because her mom say very troublesome
my mom oso say very troublesome
i got quit meh?
sigh
juz dont noe how to make friends wif them la
i got nothing to talk
really nothing
really really really nothing
sigh
i m juz someone who nid ppl to talk to me then i will talk
if not i cn b soooooooooo quiet tat no one will notice me
sigh

my mom goin to hospital today
to check her fracture leg
sigh
juz wish tat nothing bad has gone wrong and juz let her leg recover ASAP
sigh
wan to die now
dying
dying
dying
dying


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sigh
stupid sjab
so many thing to do
i hate my cca man
juz lyk wat sir b say
"stupid uniform"
hahas

sigh
tmr nid to go 4meeting
i hate it la
wat fashion parade
so diao lor
is the same as dance lors
no different
so more still nid to bring full uni along
so diao lor
bring 4 wat
check only wat
sigh
T^T

my aunt is at my house now
talking to my mom
hahas
damn stressed now la
soooooooooooooo many things to do now
sigh

I HATE CAMPING
7 dec to 10 dec got NCO camp
so diao la
so more dno wat 1 bag rule
so many things still 1 bag rule

tmr i dont wan to go
haven think of any thing for fashion parade
sigh
my mom say do pirates
diao la
so many things to do now
still got so many housework to do
still nid to think abt sj things
still got so many things
sigh
so damn stressed la
really want to quit tis cca man
so stress
so many things to do
at first join tis cca
nv thought abt so many thigns
i thought only hav first aid
then somemore got footdrill and pt
tat time alrdy 10% hate tis cca alrdy
then
NCO course
tat 1 i hav nv thought abt it too
so damn
sigh
alrdy 80% hate
then my mom fall down
fracture her leg
i was wif her when she fall down
yet i cant do anything
i really wonder
the cca i join
is it the one i wish 4
i juz wanted to learn first aid
st john ppl r supposed to b first aider
and first aider is the treatment b4 any pro comes in
and now
my mom is in such a great pain
yet i can do nothing abt it
now is 100% hate tis cca

i juz wan to go somewhere where there si no one
and i juz wan to shut
I HATE ST. JOHN
TIS CCA SUX
stupid cca!!!!!!!!!!!!!

...
juz wan to cry now
emoing
emoing
emoing
and non-stop







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hahas
posting at ying zhi house
cause my com hang again
sigh

stupid sj
so many things to do
sigh
still got camp
NV JOIN ST JOHN
hahas
join NP
_ _"

nearly 4got

love you hwee chi andd

YING ZHI

hahas

nothing much to write
hahas
bb

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still trying to figure out wat to do wif the sci hw
stupid hw
sigh
MOI still stuck there
sigh
anyone noe how to treat a dry burn and scald?
sigh
stupid

when then the printer will b fixed?
sigh
the funnest part is tat
yesterday i wanted to print
today it print out 4 me
_ _"

so sian at home
cant go out
sigh
goin to hav a camp soon
stupid camp

nothing much to write leh
hahas

the end..._ _"

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sigh
so many homework to do
still nid to help out at home
nid to cook
wash thing
clean the house
clean my mom[hahas]
sigh
NOT ENOUGH TIME
still hav tat stupid sjab MOI thing
sigh
stressssssssssssssssssssss

sometime really get very pissed off
nag and nag non-stop
so wat her leg is broken
but in the past she did everything all by herself
yet no complain
sigh
T^T
because of tat stupid broken leg
mom cant do anything
everytime she say she is useless now
juz wanted to cry
everytime she moan abt leg pain
juz wanted to cry again
really felt lyk a failure leh
T^T


having mood swings
sigh
stupid sir...
b will be his name [sooooooooo ming xian]
sir b very wat lor
scold us until lyk siao
sigh nvm dont wan to talk abt him


i want to scream out LOUD!!!!!!!
thx to tat broken leg
my dad doesnt get enough sleep cause he nid to cook for us
surprise?
i dont know how to cook
must be wondering how i pass my HE practical
hahas
sigh
mayb will not get to change my hp
mayb nxt yr than can change lor
u mayb thinking im worrying for the wrong thing
but this hp i hav been waiting for 2 yrs alrdy
finally i get to change a new hp
yet such thing happen
at least 6 wk than tat leg will recover
every wk nid to go check up
sure wont hav enough money
sigh....


printer still hanging
how m i goin to do my hw?
sigh
nid to ask ppl to help me print
nid to pay money leh
sigh


i want to quit my cca too
two ppl alrdy quit the NCO
which means they hav quit sj
sigh
one of them is the same grp as me in the NCO
very the wat lor
say wat very stress the cca
now thank to tat
im alone in tat grp
GRRRRRRRRRRR.........
sigh



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sigh
this sat have to go to the NCO course
miss 1 time
very happy man
sian la
stupid course
still have 3 more lesson
and a camp
sigh

miss 1 time due to wedding
my eldest cousin got married on that day
hahas
quite nice la the whole thing
those pic they took were soooooooo damn nice
hahas
nxt yrs will be the other cousin getting married
hahas
continuously got two marriage in two years
hehex
_ _"

so sian
only can get a new hp after 12/06
soooooooooooo long
sigh
nothing much to say today
....
hahas




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finally can post
hehex
so damn happy
so long from the "newest" post

my result>>>>

eng: 59 [C5]
HMT: 75 [A1]
math: 78 [A1]
science: 73 [A2]
geography: 83 [A1]
history: 79 [A1]
lit: 72 [A2]
D&T: 90 [A1]
HE: 73 [A2]
visual arts: 64 [B4]
CME: A
music: A

total: 746/1000
percentage: 74.6
class position: 9/39
level position: 27/209

comment>>>
Chengyung is a pleasant student who is well mannered and respectful. She must learn to assert herself and contribute more actively to class discussions in order to further develop her english oral communication skills. This would help her improve in the language. A committed member of the St. John's Ambulamce Brigade, she has shown an increased confidence in her communication among her peers. With continual effort, Chengyung would definitely be able to succeed in her future undertakings.

the end
comment is sooooooooooooo long
first time getting such a long comment
me well mannered?!
respectful?!
hahas
asked anyone around me
u will noe i am not well mannered cause i scolded bad words
not respectful to elderly
hahas

not bad ba
at least got improved a little bit
at least still at top 10
at least i can still get a new hp
but dont have edsave le
T^T
hehex

trip to little india>>>>

ok la
quite different from the one i went last year
got more thing to know
but such a pity man
the last excursion for 1D
yet not able to go with our form teacher
cause she went with the other grp
o.o"
walk until my leg very pain
l like the resting part
can try food which i nv try before
quite nice
the ice-cream is soooooooooo x man
$1.40 for a little cup
the flavour taste like milo
hehex

at the ending
we went to the indian temple
quite fascinating
but desiree is not feeling good in the temple
hehex
o.o"

SJAB NCO cource>>>>

SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO TAFT
the cource haven start we alrdy kenna scolded by sir jing xing
sgt told us tat the first day is orientation day so it will end at 12 ++
BUT
guess what time it ended
4++pm
so damn late la
at first want to go to the amy market to buy some things one
but so late then end
not enought time lor
reach home alrdy 5++
very the wat lor
everytime kenna scolding
so damn sad la
first day only leh

the sirs and mdms damn fierce
only play one "ice breaking" game
blow-wind-blow
after tat is the grp interaction
sooooooo damn quiet
no one got anything to talk abt

the lunch time is the only time to rest lor
i nearly die man from those scolding
T^T

all the first parade and last parade commands change le
make me now damn confused la
stand for so long
longer than the school anniversary and national day parade
leg damn pain
f*** la

not only tat
we are supposed to meet at 6.15am
in the end
some ppl some at 6.30am-6.40am
if like tat, i shld have need to wake up so early
sigh
still got like 4 more lesson, 1 4days3night camp
sigh
T^T
wonder if can pass throught anot
T^T

homeworks>>>>

just finish reading one chinese book
found 4 newspaper article
sigh
so many hw
not only tat
still have project on burns
presentation on the topic fracture
sigh
the worst holiday man

shld be tis all only ba
msn still haven fix
sigh
o.o"

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