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‘‘because you live, i live’’
Prologue
the girl next door


There is more to me than just reading my e-journal. I like sleeping on cold nights, getting drenched on rainy days and watching sun sets. I'm a dreamer who likes to dream of everything and anything. I'm a first aider, not a plaster supplier. I'm part of zone 5 and proud to be in it. Photography-addict is who i am. Studying ain't my love, teachers are freaks to me. Missing NDP09 and my happy days. Life isn't as simple as you thought. Add me at facebook if you want.
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haha...
Monday, May 28, 2007

sometime talking to you
this is how i feel:
myspace layouts, myspace codes, glitter graphics

really...
that is how i feel
maybe that is how teachers felt about me
when they are talking to me.....

going to camp soon
this is my feeling:

myspace layouts, myspace codes, glitter graphics
so sad

two days later,
we are going to buy our things for the camp

just one week ago
this is our feeling to you seniors:
myspace layouts, myspace codes, glitter graphics

now
we are back to normal
ok la
not really
but
at least better than last time......

sigh
the doom song is here
myspace layouts, myspace codes, glitter graphics
nice??
heheh

lame.....

before you forget
myspace layouts, myspace codes, glitter graphics
remember my presents....


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song lyric of this song...
Sunday, May 27, 2007

GIRLFRIEND
Hey, hey, you, you
I don't like your girlfriend
No way, no way
I think you need a new one
Hey, hey, you, you
I could be your girlfriend

Hey, hey, you, you
I know that you like me
No way, no way
No, it's not a secret
Hey, hey, you, you
I want to be your girlfriend

You're so fine I want you mine you're so delicious
I think about you all the time you're so addictive
Don't you know what I can do to make you feel alright (Alright...)

Don't pretend I think you know I'm damn precious
And hell yeah, I'm the mother fucking princess
I can tell you like me too and you know I'm right (I'm right...)

She's like so whatever
You can do so much better
I think we should get together now
And that's what everyone's talking about

Hey, hey, you, you
I don't like your girlfriend
No way, no way
I think you need a new one
Hey, hey, you, you
I could be your girlfriend

Hey, hey, you, you
I know that you like me
No way, no way
No, it's not a secret
Hey, hey, you, you
I want to be your girlfriend

I can see the way, I see the way you look at me
And even when you look away I know you think of me
I know you talk about me all the time again and again (Againg and again...)

So come over here and tell me what I wanna hear
Better, yet, make your girlfriend disappear
I don't wanna hear you say her name ever again (And again...)

Because...

She's like so whatever
And she can do so much better
I think we should get together now
And that's what everyone's talking about

Hey, hey, you, you
I don't like your girlfriend
No way, no way
I think you need a new one
Hey, hey, you, you
I could be your girlfriend

Hey, hey, you, you
I know that you like me
No way, no way
No, it's not a secret
Hey, hey, you, you
I want to be your girlfriend

In a second you'll be wrapped around my finger
'Cause I can, 'cause I can do it better
There's no other, so when's it gonna sink in
She's so stupid, what the hell were you thinking?

In a second you'll be wrapped around my finger
'Cause I can, 'cause I can do it better
There's no other, so when's it gonna sink in
She's so stupid, what the hell were you thinking?

Hey, hey, you, you
I don't like your girlfriend
No way, no way
I think you need a new one
Hey, hey, you, you
I could be your girlfriend

(No way, no way)

Hey, hey, you, you
I know that you like me
No way, no way
No, it's not a secret
Hey, hey, you, you
I want to be your girlfriend(No way, no way...)

Hey, hey, you, you
I don't like your girlfriend (No way!)
No way, no way
I think you need a new one (Hey!)
Hey, hey, you, you
I could be your girlfriend (No way, no way)

Hey, hey, you, you
I know that you like me (Now way!)
No way, no way
No, it's not a secret (Hey!)
Hey, hey, you, you
I want to be your girlfriend (No way, now way)

Hey, hey!

nice song heard from my friend
sorry for that F^@% word
but
that is the song
(^o^)

lyric from: http://www.allthelyrics.com/song/1002503/


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report book....
Saturday, May 26, 2007

today my brother going back to school
to get his report book
in NLPS

my mom ask if i want to go
but i don't want to
cause i don't want to meet that person
i hate her!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

no else to say
next time then post while i go and find for new songs.....


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my marks are backs.....
Friday, May 25, 2007

yeah!!!!!!!!!!
i finally got my report book back

class position:3/39
level position:17/205

combinded marks
engilsh:58.4
HMT:73(marks with error)
math:75.8
science:73.3
geo:82.5
lit:71.6
D&T:89.8

comments
quiet and unassuming in her ways, cheng yung is an even-tempered student who is always attentive during lessons. she should continue to develop her oral skills by participating more actively during or class or group discussions and prepare herself for future challenges.

sigh
the first word is the word which i hate
every year the same comment
no different from this year
sigh

the chinese marks have some error
the level position will change due to the change of marks
which will be change after the hoilday
sigh

today have cca
on wednesday we are going to the headquarter to buy things for the camp
sigh
due to thing
maybe i can't go out with my friends
sigh
STUPID camp

i don't care about the BBQ
like i care so much
btw, i am not going
cause my friends are not going
and
my camp only ends on 10 june
at least i gave them the $2.50 for the BBQ
>.<

i got a donation card from my cca
and today
i already got $2
guess who i get it from?
ans:Mr Oh
so damn happy la
i just want to try
and i got it
not bad
but at first i didn't want to get from him
since he is staring at me
why not as while i go try my luck
'^^'


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.......
Thursday, May 24, 2007

sian la
tmr got cca
sigh
i hate it!!!!!!!

nvm
but i am looking forward to our class gathering
it is held on 17 June
but need to pass the camping first
sigh

so damn boring
tmr got a new slot
that is called the group discussion
don't know what the heck is that

sigh
maybe Sunday going to buy the things for that STUPID camp
like i care like that
i really don't want to go lor
camp sucks!!!!

nvm
hope that the gathering is a success......


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sigh......a lost friendship........
Wednesday, May 23, 2007

sigh
every time i hear this song
sadness just come to me

"stickwitu"
that song remines me of her
of how close we are that time
how separated we are now

this is the alarm song of her hp
when we were at our school post-exam trip
at Malaysia

we have fun there
even though our form teacher scolded us for the first few days
that is the first time i go overseas
and sleep with her on the same bed
so fun!

i was always the first to wake up
because of the coldness of the air-con
that's why i also remember this song

she is in the same school as i am
but in the different class only
the friendship between us had started to fade

she wanted to go to YTSS
but her parent disagree with her
so, no choice, she came to this school
comforting herself that there is still me

first few days of school
we are still together
with all the ex-NLPS pupils
now......
we are with our own friends already

because of this
our friendship had faded
soon, it will be gone

childish thought we have that time
still think we will be together forever
maybe not already
sigh

a friendship lost......
"stickwitu"



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results out,meeting parents,hoilday!......(stupid camp)
Tuesday, May 22, 2007

sigh
results are out
meet the parent session coming
next will be the hoilday

normally people look forward to the coming hoilday
BUT NOT ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i am damn not looking forward to it
why?
CAUSE GOT CAMP COMING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

wao lao.....
camp coming
heard that it is very turf
sure die for me lor

why must have camp
very sian one lor
anything also cannot do
DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE
irritating......

lets not talk about that
but
nothng else to talk leh
*$%8*(^#*&

stupid school
stupid cca(i don't meant anything)
stupid camp
stupid......whatever

just know how to put music
slow-learner right?
maybe i just don't fit to be in this cca
sigh......


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sadness......
Saturday, May 19, 2007

so damn sad yesterday
got scolded by the seniors
heard that one of the staffs cry


cause of this thing
the three gals
who cause sergeant Hon Qi to get angry
from then onwards
everyone got scolded
for no shouting loudly
and singing

so damn bad lor
i did shout lor
LCP heard it himself
damn not fair lor
damn sad lor

http://www.nackvision.com/goodies/animated/

now i know how it feel like when you are the only one shouting
nvm nvm
i have already say sorry to 2 sergeants already
should be okay now
if the three gals go and apologies
nvm nvm

yesterday we got our full uniform
yeah!
i am a private finally
so happy even it just last only a while
before the disater come

lets not talk about that
we watch two show in class yeaterday
Mr Pek ones so lame lor
"Robots"
that what he let us watch
he think what
we still young children huh

Ms Lim knows us the best
she let us watch "the cats return"
although she took sometime thinking how to use the laptop
nice lor that show
japanese cartoon is the best lor

after that is not fun already
science lesson is damn fun lor
we can taste the chemical
the chemical i tried is so so so bitter
yucks!!

http://www.nackvision.com/goodies/animated/

haha
sigh
nvm
wait till next friday then see lor
see what will happen to us
sec 1 cadet

http://www.nackvision.com/goodies/animated/


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exam result.......
Thursday, May 17, 2007

yeah!
so happy
i got:
1)84 for geo
2)70 for chinese paper 1
3)74 for sci
4)75 for math
5)70.5 for lit
6)27.5 over fifty for english paper 2
7)71 for chinese paper 2(think so)

maybe quite low for you
but that is very high already for me
cause i thought i will fail my eng,geo&lit

especially my eng
that is the first time i pass my eng paper 2
cause most of the time i just pass only
or fail by 1 or 2 marks

so happy
most subjects got at least A2
but no good leh
i want to meet the teacher


you must be thinking i am mad
but to say the truth
i like going there
cause that is when teachers say out what they want to say about you

sometimes teachers may want your report book to look nice
so they write good things in it
just like one of my teachers

so meet the parent session is the best to good
very fun
*mad girl*
<=0)

now i looking forward to see the report book
that is where form teacher will write down
the things about you

i tell you
every year i get the same remarks
this is the remark:
"cheng yung is a very quiet girl in the class,
she must learn to speak up more in class"
something like that

please lor
friends who know me will know that i am a very talkative girl
can talk and talk and talk non-stop
until they can't stand me
=)

hope that this time is not the same remark again
cause every time my friends read my report book
they will start to laugh
some is non-stop
making me don't know what to do

that is the problem when teachers don't know u well
some wrote very "disgusting" one
he said:'it is a joy to see cheng yung smile'
OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!
so damn disgusting yucks!!!!!

nvm nvm
that is very long time ago
that is when i was p4
=]


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exam finish.........
Wednesday, May 16, 2007



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geo todae...bye bye marks....
Monday, May 7, 2007

*sigh*
i dont know what is what
even though geo teacher already leak a bit
and the setter is our form teacher
*sigh*

nvm
still have literature tomorrow
jia you!


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exam making me dying
Friday, May 4, 2007

*sigh*
i forget about the question number again la
sure die one lor
cause this paper is mark by our chinese teacher
*sigh*

*sigh*
our geography teacher is going on mon
which is the day when we have geo exam
today is the last day with her
and is the loudest we ever greet a teacher
not even ms lim
so sad:(
even though i don't like her at all
but......just feeling sad lor
*sigh*

mon is geo exam
tues is lit
wed is eng
thurs is sci
fri is math
the following monday is HMT
still have so many exams
sure die :(
*sigh*


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exam tmr.......
Thursday, May 3, 2007

HMT exam is coming
by the way, before i forget, good luck u all from 1d for the coming exams!
remember to study hard
don't fail any subject
if not ms lim will have to see our parent(s) :( so sad
today, a teacher spoils the fun
just because not enough time
the performance have to stop the most interesting part:
"inviting" a teacher to go on stage to perform
so bad want to relax also cannot *(%&$)@^
May already
about 5 months in secondary school already
so damn fast
like what today ms lim said
time really files, very very fast, so fast that no one ever noticed it (think so)
*sigh*
here i go again -_-"


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today......
Wednesday, May 2, 2007

*sigh*
fail to asked for her email add
never mind la. since she don't want to give me, never mind lor
this does not mean she don't trust me ba......
you don't know who i am talking about right?
if you know, keep it to yourself. thx......
*sigh*

*sigh*
this Friday is HMT exam already
so fast
term two is ending already

*sigh*

*sigh*
you must be wondering why i am starting with a "*sigh*"
actually, i also don't know :] hehe

that's how weird i am
*sigh*


*sigh*
i hate english
but......
sometimes i like english
why is there such feeling?
*sigh*

*sigh*
why she don't want to give me her email add?
she don't trust me?
she hates me?
......
i don't know
why am i so frustrated about it?
maybe i really want her email add
but......why?
*sigh*


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